Addicted

After months of minimal blogging, once I started I became consumed. I gave myself times that I would stop such 11:00, 11:30 etc. The designated times would arrive and I would set a new time. I could not stop. I was out of control. It was like blog crack and I had to keep posting pictures and sorting through the last couple months of our lives or the withdrawal symptoms would hit hard. The problem is that I was tired. Very tired. Today, in the light of a new morn, I noticed many mistakes in posts that I did in the wee morning hours. This post is just to say that for anyone who read my unstoppable posts, I apologize. I am literate. I have corrected most mistakes so that hopefully they are logical. Sorry for any inconvenience. I am in recovery. Like anything, blogs are not harmful in moderation. I have learned to pace myself. I am learning to control the blog and not let the blog control me. I am trying to live my life and not focus on my next blog high. It is interesting though that when things come up I am already writing the post in my head. Recently, the posts have remained in my head and not transferred to an actual post. All those built up events could not be contained. I am working through it. Thank you for your thoughts during this time.